Standing out in a crowd could be really great. I've been in a crowd several times in my life with the small desire and hope that someone who means something will notice me. It's never happened and being 32 years of age I don't think it ever will. Coming to except the fact that I blend in and being okay with this revelation has been a process. I'm just like everybody else and this is actually a calming reality. I can just be me; quiet, reserved, always say the wrong thing, caring and compassionate and all the "somebody's" won't even glance my way. I'm left with myself and my own judgements to carry me above the crowd and hopefully I'll be paying attention.